The Guitar

a guitar??its a swift thing,hohooho..
why is it with g u i t a r ?lemme tell you,,hhmmh,,

okay,,when i hear to taylors songs,,which commonly with guitar..
i duno my fingers just wanted to make a sound like that,,i cant play guitar..
and i duno i just dont play guitar,i dont play instruments okay,,and this feeling,,"i wanted to play guitaaaarr pleasee someone teachh me,," came out in the end of my senior high padahal gue suka taylor like few years ago..why would i learnn that??cz its like this,when you hear a new song,,a song which you never heard of before..and you just began to like it first maybe from how the notes goes,
how it makes your body move,,and of course youre curios of the lyrics rite??you just cant keep 'nana nana na na naa' or whatever it is..rite??
so you started to search the lyrics,,and started to sing together  in a rite rythem with the rite lyrics not just "na nana nanaaa"so searching the lyrics of a music that we like,,,its like the ingredients when you wanna cook something..and it taste mild when the ingredients is not enough rite?you felt like its not complete rite if you cant sing properly with the lyrics on the song you really like??isnt it?so its the same,,okay well we've done with searching the lyrics and began to sing with the song..but i felt not just stopped there,,like the ingredients is not enough,,

it seems i wanna sing along with that instrument..the guitar,,thats it,,and i imagined how would it taste when the ingredients is full enough..sounds tasty hu??so,, i donno why i just wanted to learn,,but i didnt have guitar at that time..so i started asking my boys classmate,,whether they have a guitar to borrow one..and yeaa i got one,,,and who would teach me??lucky me,,my classmate,,,yeaa a close friend of mine,,her name is septyn,,she played guitar well...and lucky me her house is close enough to my house,,so! we started the lessoonn!!! what i hope from here is that at least i could play one of million taylors songs my self and,,if possible,,the song which is like reaallly me :Dso she taught me the indo simple song,i mean easy key..but that lasted really quick,,
cz we have to face SNMPTN,an entrance college exams..but besides that..the one who had the guitar wants his guiatr back cz his mother wanted to use it,,its like few days only,,well at first i used septyns guitar,,but the strigs are not well,,and just cant fixed it or what,i forgot,,so i need to borrow one for myself to practice at home rite?anndd,,,so that just only few days,,and we have to concentrate on the snmptn...so enough for the guitaring lesson..untill that exam is done,,i wanted to practice agaiin with her,,but she just,,shes still buzy with the entrance college exams,,well im not,,cz i dont really intend on that,,
cz ive prepared myself to study abroad rite...i dont know,,
i didnt even thinkin on having a guitar course somewhere,,hhohoo...achh jaa,,after the snmptn test,,ive already got a guitar,,my sisters guitar..not really a good one btw..so i keep thinkin who would teachh mee goddd,,,
until i asked one of my classmate,a boy..but sorry again,,hes busy with his new college...okayy enoughhh so i started to look on the internet,,the videos on how learning a guitar.starting onn youtube,,and i see he has his own site,so i opened it...yepppp i got! the name iss..i forgot,,its a guiatr practicing and we can subscribe by sending our email to him,,but i just felt uncomfort like that way,,theres also the paid one if yu wanted,,but please my mom wont let me and i even dont have money lol.so learning from the video just for days...and endddd on that way lol..untiillll when im in bandung,,and planned to go home like weeks,,i wonder what would i do besides learning deutsch..ahh jaa,,,i wanted to learn guitar agaiin,,,whereeee the hell is butt...!at that time,,ive already knew and met a boy..where i dont expect that he could play guitar well..well at first,i dont really thinkin of would he teach me...nika suggested me,,on her friends studio,seems like theres aguitar course,,but,,pleasee,,if theres the free one,,i'd better take the free one :D so she just knew what i was thinkin,,'who dont you try askin him?maybe he would.." thats it,,butt,,ohh how come,,im too shy.so honestly,,the one who chatted with him at that time was my friend ... well at first i asked him whether he has someone that he knew that could teach me..well yea he knew his teacher bfore,,and he said that he could accompany me there..but then i bravely ask like,,btw,,youre good at playin guitar rite?so why dont just you??
and like he said 'anytime i can please,,' hhoho,,so okay i got anothere free teacher,,well my friend sees this as in our word is 'modus' but well,,not at all guuys! weeelll,,okay a bit,,cz i have feelin to him bfore i asked him to teach me okayy??but who would expect that he could play guitar and teach me??
buttt,,yeaa that just lasted a week,,bz he seems buzy anyway its his last year of senior high..he must have been busy on preparing all of the things to face the national exam,,but beside that,,around the next 2 weeks,,he has to perform with his band in a school event,like indie band i guess,,so that weeks is a week where he also busy practicing on drum,,so i felt like i interrupted him,,so okay its fine i wanna go to his teacher which mean i have to pay..okay i went to his teacher alone,,well at first i got confused on my way there...like i came to a wrong house ! shittt!
lolllll how shaameeee -_____- 
then i asked people around there then yapp i found it! i only got 3 days lesson,,cz the last week which on saturday i have to go back to bandung..and guruku ini pengennya libur jeda sehari tiap after having course..okay fine,,i got the basic of learning guitar..not like when with him,,we just played one song and happyy mee cz he teach me taylors song! which is love story,,hohooo..an ternyata nih,he never had a course on playin guitar,it just did,i stil remember he said 'what i know about playin guitar is just jengg jengg jengg' hahahaa lol --" great then.you see? cz im like my point is not getting closer to him,,but my point is just to that guitar,cz i wana "jreenggg" the guitar..if not,,then when i felt like hes really busy,,i wont call his teacher,,rite??

but now..i dont practise it again..now im at home,,i finished my deutsch lesson at bandung...so waited my visa at home,while keep studying for the studkol or aufnahmetest...why dont i study it again?i know and i must realize it..i know that this playin guitar is not something that i wanna keep holding on,and do something with that guitar,,its just because when i hear to taylors songs,,it just wanted me to play those strings,,just it...i cant even be like those who really are talented on playing guitar..and they can be a superstar,at worldwide or even at school,like,,for me,,its too late,,and i just cant focus on that instead of just to filled my holiday with having a guitar course,,like,,im curios how to play those strings okay, 
it felt so good when someone play an acoustic one,and i realize that,,the guitar is not my future,,like helloooooww it really iss nott!!!im lot like those people who have their time playin guitar,like its their soul or something,,i just like hearing music,bu that doesnt mean i have to play the instruments,,and that doesnt mean that i hate on those instruments..stay focus on your medical study that you wana take megaa! okay,i know..enough of my curiosity on how could i play at least one song of taylors song well,,im curios how would it felt like,,:") but i guess im just not in a rite time,,theres something that i must really focus on and just cant be separated on from me,,remember,,i havent even entered college.and iso i have to entered which held on next year,2013 in deutschland..
bye or somethin??:")



Posted in 05.12.2012